hi! i’ve started a new diet.

i’m on day 2 currently. in my fasting days, i’m doing a juice cleanse (to keep my parents off my ass!). my cw is 118.2. 😦

but, hey. i’ll be losing weight soon enough.

will update soon!

i was at my dads so i couldnt post. i binged last night and i REALLY fucking need to get back on my shit. im getting so fucking fat. im just in a really bad place.

cw: 121

i’m pushing the alice diet to monday. the tea/fast days were on weekends, which is impossible to get by without my parents force feeding me. so for now, i’m going to have 400 until monday. i’ll also be able to weigh in tomorrow!

first day of the alice diet. did okay, had only tea but then was forced to eat an egg which i purged and burned off just to be safe. tomorrow i have 150, and i’m going to work with my mom so she’s bound to want me to eat at some point. wish me luck!

so, i’m starting the alice diet. if you don’t know what that is, it’s on the ‘diets’ page. my mom is usually on my ass about food, so the tea/fasting days will be hard. i really need to get on track, i’ve been eating too much lately. so wish me luck.

i’m sam 🙂 i’m a 14 year old boy, and i have anorexia. here are my stats: 5’4, sw: 137, cw: 116, ugw: 102.

my hopes for this blog was to keep me motivated and on track. i am by no means pro anorexia, i fully support recovery to those who seek it. but i understand that there are a lot of people like me with ed’s who engage in pro ana (which doesn’t mean we are pro ana). so yeah. i’ll be updating hopefully every day. feel free to check out my diets and thinspo pages 😉